How my New Year “resolutions” are going

In short, not well.

So at the beginning of the year, I decided there are a few things I’d like to tweak in my life. But new year resolutions are always too hard, so I came up with a new plan. Le plan: pick up one habit and drop one habit a month. Note, just habits, or hobbies, not good or bad, just what serves me best (or what I think may serve me best anyways).

January:
Habit to pick up – start running, or jogging, or try anyways.
Habit to drop – eating fast food and junk food.

I was doing pretty well, felt pretty motivated too with the jogging. I had a very good plan of not pushing myself too hard too quickly because that would only lead to me giving up. So I set myself to go at a comfortable pace, doing intervals of running and walking, and really focusing on my technique and stretching so I don’t get any injuries. I was eating quite healthily as well, resisted all temptations even as my boyfriend pranced around eating his junk food, I didn’t give in.

And then not even two weeks later, I got sick.

I ordered comfort food take outs, I had a few tiny packets of crisps, I stopped jogging… :( *big sigh*

I’m going to start blogging more this year to keep myself accountable. Hopefully there will be less confessions going on, and more inspiring posts coming up!

What about you? Have you set any resolutions or goals for the year? And how’s it going for you? Let me know!

x

Thank You 2012! Hello 2013!

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I have not been very active in recent months with blogging as well as all other social media platforms, spending a bit more time focusing on myself and wrap my head around all that has happened in the past year.  I’ve been spending a lot of time during this holiday period reflecting on the past twelve months, and wow, it’s been a really big year…

Twelve months ago today, I arrived in Melbourne, thinking that I was just stopping by for a few months before I moved on…

A new flatmate… A new career… A bunch of new friends…  A new relationship…

Twelve months later, I’m still here.

To this date, I’m not sure if I believe in God, but if there is one, I’m definitely watched over by a ton of angels.  And I certainly feel like I’m one of the most fortunate, blessed, loved girl in the world.

So thank you universe.  Thank you for all that you’ve bought to me in the past twelve months, and I look forward to the next twelve months.

xx

A Story About My First Yoga Teacher

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If I had to be really specific, she probably isn’t my first yoga teacher.  My first yoga class was at the gym with an Iyengar teacher who must have been at least 60 in a blue leotard and tights, and she scared me as she was super strict if I didn’t have my toes pointed at the precise angle she wanted.  She will so intimidating to me I was kind of put off yoga for a while before I went back and tried it again.  Anyways, I don’t consider her to be my first teacher, maybe just a scary yoga experience.

Then a year or two down the line, I decided to give yoga another try.  My friend’s been to this class a few times and had told me good things about it.  Can’t be worst than the leotard lady anyhoo.  I remember walking into quite a full class at the gym (a different gym this time round), I get a spot close to the front so I can actually see the teacher.  The teacher is fairly young with her dark brown hair tied up in a bun.  She smiled and greeted at every individual as they came in and laid their mat down.  She had a cute pink top on.  She was really nice and patient, and she never made you feel like you were doing something wrong in a horrible you’re-back-in-school kind of way.  She cared.

Whilst I walked into my first yoga classes hoping to keep fit and lose weight and look like all those hot yoga models in magazines and learn to do circus monkey stuff (all of which I did), little did I know I would get so much more out of it.  As my teacher grew and learnt more, my practice evolved and my relationship with yoga changed.  In fact she probably inspired me in some ways to pursue the path I’m going down now, teaching yoga and helping others.

As many of us do, I had/have baggage and emotional stuff I deal with, and her openness and courage in sharing her own experiences helped me significantly to feel that I’m not alone, and I too can have the skills to overcome my troubles.

What’s most exciting is that now she’s put together those skills she’s learnt over the years into an e-course to share with the whole world, for those who want to heal, get strong and feel empowered.  ”Light up your life“, she says.  As much as I love wearing dark clothes and sometimes listening to emo music, living and playing in the light is so much more fun.  And this 4 week course is only $99 until the 30 December – one less pair of yoga pants in exchange for kick starting 2013 in full bright daylight?  Yeah, bring it on!

Nadine Fawell, you’re such an amazing woman, a great teacher and a fabulous friend, have I told you how happy I am to have you as one of my people?

Do you have a teacher/person who’s made a difference in your life?  Or you have some “stuff”/baggage/crap/bullshit that you need to deal with and want some guidance?  Head over to my awesome friend Nadine’s site for more details about the course!

x

Duties of both teachers and students

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It’s been a while since I’ve blogged and I wish my return post wouldn’t be this one, but alas, such is life.

So just a quick insight into why I’ve been absent from blogging in recent weeks *cough* (probably months, but let’s pretend it’s only been weeks!).  Mainly I’ve been working really hard, and when I’m not I’m working really hard on rolling around on the floor to look after my body, and, well there’s the new boy in the picture.

But more on that another day!

Today’s agenda is a bit serious, and hopefully doesn’t turn into a rant.  I think this is also a rather appropriate topic with John Friend returning to the yoga scene and even talks about the teacher student relationship.  Seriously?

When I was younger, my father use to tell me, “Your role now is a student. So be a good student and study. My role is to provide for this family, so I work hard and I provide.”  Of course, said in his stern voice and serious face.

We all have duties, many different kind of duties as we play different roles in our lives. I’m a yoga teacher, a daughter, a sister, a friend, a girlfriend, a flatmate, a colleague etc to different people and I have a different set of duties in each of those roles.

As a yoga teacher, it is my duty to serve my students, to help guide them in and out of postures in a safe way, to care about the wellbeing of others, to ensure I have the adequate training and knowledge, and continue to learn as there is an endless amount of information out there.

As a yoga student, it is my duty to listen to my body, always practise with loving kindness and compassion for my own self, explore how we practise on the mat because that’s a reflection of how we live off the yoga mat.

Since I’ve started teaching, I’m fully aware of the areas I need to improve upon to become a better teacher, part of which is just experience, and part of which is to educate myself further on specific areas (and I’m totally excited about these two courses I’m doing in the next few months!).  But also, there’s only that much I can do to ensure my students’ safety.  Ultimately, we are in control of our own bodies, we make our own decisions.

Basically all I’m saying it, everyone should just play their part, and play it well, whatever it is.  Usually compassion to yourself and others will go a long way, common sense comes in handy too.

For a longer list of duties for teachers and students, check out my friend Nadine’s two recent blog posts “How to be a really bad yoga teacher” and “11 sure-fire ways to hurt yourself in yoga”.  She’s hilarious.

My Two Words Project Mid Year Review

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At the beginning of this year I assisted at my lovely friend, Nadine Fawell‘s Two Words Project workshop. Personally I think I got more out of it than she got assisted. Basically the Two Words Project is about setting an intention (rather than resolutions, which tends not to work out very well for most people) for your year. It can be any two words that you feel sums up what changes you would like to see in your life, or things you would like to maintain.

Given the extremist I am, I remember I came up with two words that were on the opposite end of the spectrum. *Sigh* Well that’s not gonna work very well, is it? Then someone in the room mentioned the word ‘balance’. Balance. That is exactly the word I needed.

And hence, the Two Word Project became the One Word Project for me.

Working on just one word is difficult enough, so never mind two!

And how is it going so far?

I started the year off jumping into teaching yoga head first with big ideas and great expectations, which some did not pan out the way I had wished. Remembering what my word was for the year, I reminded myself to find balance and that good things are built on strong foundation, rather than hitching up a tent in a matter of minutes. In all my life, when I want something, I want it all and I want it now, so I went through a rough patch where I found myself disappointed with everything, but ultimately and mostly with myself.

Since then I feel I’ve made great progress in terms of not being too hard on myself and learning to do things one step at a time, and sometimes it meant baby steps too. And surprise surprise, it worked out really well! Things are coming together nicely in just a matter of months.

Approaching the middle of the 2012, I am now finding myself in another situation where I’m struggling to find balance. As work gets busier and so is my personal life as I slowly build relationships with new people in a new city, sometimes it is hard to find balance between the two. I find myself having to constantly remind myself not to work too hard, then ending up not being able to work at all. Or spending too much time on making new friends and building new relationships and not enough time on myself or neglecting work.

My conclusion thus far? Balance – it’s fucking difficult!

Just like all the balancing postures in yoga which I hate doing. Arm balances, forearm balances, headstands, handstands…

BUT if I do all the preparation required, it makes things easier. If I build up my core strength (which I am doing and it’s making a world of difference!), suddenly it’s not so difficult to find balance in Bakasana. If I learn to have some patience and compassion for myself, and not be so quick to judge myself, it makes it easier to try again when you fall out of a headstand. If I learn to take baby steps instead of giant leaps, handstand doesn’t seem that unachievable anymore.

For the rest of the year, my One Word Project remains Balance, and I’m adding in the following reminders/mantras/affirmations:

  • It’s okay to fail/fall
  • Be patient
  • Have compassion not only on others but most importantly, on myself
  • Baby steps
  • Just take a deep breath in!

How about you? How’s your year going? Don’t have an intention for the year but think you might benefit from having one? There’s also a Two Words Project page on Facebook for some motivation and check out what other’s Two Words are! Oh and tell me if you have two words or one word or an intention for 2012!

Happy July!

XO

Mindfulness – the irony of it all

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I’m typing this blog post as I’m sitting outside my apartment, waiting for my flatmate to come and rescue me. Yes, I locked myself out of the house.

I was suppose to be on my way to teach a yoga class, where I usually spend most of the time reminding students to be present and focus on the task at hand (usually breathing and moving with that). One hopes that we can take that kind of focus we have during a yoga class to our everyday life.

And yet here I am, sitting outside my house because I was too busy thinking about everything else that I have to do today instead of focusing on getting all my shit together before slamming the door shut behind me. Only to realise it the moment I heard bang.

Oh the irony. Do you do stupid things like me sometimes as a result of not being present and living in the past or future?

Why Yoga teacher training?

Reblogged from Bad Girl Gone Good:

As part of my teacher training course at Byron Yoga Centre I have to prepare a short summary on why I am undertaking the training, I thought I would post a draft of it here!

I have spent the last 10 years or so around yoga, thinking about being a yogi, occasionally practising yoga, and ultimately believing I would love to be ‘one of those people’ one day.

Read more… 416 more words

Following my blog post with my 2 cents on Teacher Training and Things to consider before becoming a yoga teacher, I think this is a very relevant and excellent post from my lovely friend :)

Good Posture

Reblogged from Yoga in Melbourne:

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What is good posture? It's a confusing question, and there seem to be all sorts of odd ideas about it, even in the yoga world.

This excellent article, quoting Esther Gokhale's book, 8 Steps to a Pain-Free Back,  lays some of the most common myths to rest:

MYTH 1 If you want to correct poor posture, straighten up.

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Such an interesting article about posture!

My thoughts on Yoga Teacher Training

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Recently I received an email from a friend of a yoga student of mine asking for advice about doing her teacher training, so I thought I’ll write a post about it.

Now I recently made a video about things to consider if you want to be a yoga teacher, and if after watching that video, you still want to pursue this then read this for my two cents on this topic. This is just my personal opinion on this matter and I may be wrong but I’m just a human being so sue me.

So you know in school we learnt maths and english and science and whatever else for 12 whole years (unless you’re a genius child who went skipped grades and went straight to university at age 10 or something), and then if you were good at maths you’ll probably go study accounting or finance, and if you were good at science and physics, you went off to be a doctor or a scientist. And then you study for another 3 – 6 years at university before you became whatever the hell you became.

My point is, we basically prepared for those things our entire lives, we were studying those things to prepare for college and then studying further to prepare us for our careers, so why do people think they know enough after doing yoga for 6 months to become a teacher and go out and teach?

I’ve been practising yoga for almost 7 years now (I think, I lost track…) and most days I still feel like I know nothing. My friend/teacher has been teaching for 10 years now, and she still learns new things every now and then. Whilst a teacher training is a great way to deepen your knowledge for yoga in a fast way, one should understand that it does not mean that you can now go out there and teach yoga to the average Joe in a completely safe way.

It is true that you can learn a lot as you do, but personally I just feel that if you haven’t been practising yoga for at least a few years consistently, one should not even contemplate the idea of teaching. UNLESS, you have a superb knowledge already on the anatomy of the human body, combined with a very good teacher training course, perhaps then you can fast track to becoming a yoga teacher (and if you are one of the lucky few people who can figure out exactly what they want to do in life in a very short 6 month period! Damn you, damn you…).

Now the reason I say all of the above is because many teacher training now days are these 4 week intensive 200-hours things that are just pushing out loads (or heaps as they say in Oz) of yoga teachers, some of which are really just not that experienced in their practise, so never mind about teaching someone. This is the reason why longer, more detailed teacher trainings are preferred. So if you aren’t in a rush to become a teacher and money isn’t a problem, I would personally really recommend taking the time to do a solid teacher training rather than a quick short one.

Is that what I did? NOPE! I went to India and did a 200-hour intensive and the whole time I was doing the teacher training, I was thinking to myself, how in the world is this course suppose to prepare me as a teacher? There’s just no ways that I will be equipped with the skills to teach after this!  (If you are one of my students, fear not… Just read on…)

Fortunately, I’m one big nerd and yoga obsessed junkie, so of course I didn’t just do ONE intensive course while I was there. Aside from my teacher training, I also did this course called the Heart of Yoga in Chennai at the Krishnamacharya Yoga Mandiram. ALSO, I keep going to all sorts of yoga workshops and read tons of books and blogs and articles and watch Youtube videos on yoga, which helps me learn lots of new things that I can always share in my classes.

I’m in no way dissing 200-hours intensive teacher training courses because that’s what I did too! But I fully recognise the fact that those 200 hours are just not enough. If you are a super nerd like me who will in your own time go and do loads of research and reading etc, then the 200 hours thing may work for you. Or if you already have a great background in bodyworks or anatomy (like if you’re a doctor, or a physio, or someone who studied something to do with anatomy…), or if you have some background in fitness and is able to appreciate that everyone is different and we got to respect people’s bodies for being different!

Anyways, that’s my 2 cents. I probably should have made a video for this instead of writing this long rant. Actually, maybe I will make a video AS WELL AS a blog post! How about that?!

Namaste good night everyone.

Should you be a Yoga Teacher?

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So this is something that’s been on my mind for some time now as I’m finding my own way around being a yoga teacher. There are certain qualities that a yoga teacher must have, and there are certain things that one needs to consider carefully before going down the path of a yoga teacher. These are either issues I discussed with friends or things I have discovered that I think is important for one to know if you are even thinking about becoming a teacher.

I’m not saying though that you shouldn’t do a teacher training course if you don’t fit into the qualities I discuss in the video. If you want to deepen your knowledge in yoga, a teacher training is often the best way to learn more. However, just because you’ve done a teacher training, does not mean you should be a teacher!

Anyways, I wanted to try make a video and try out my video editing skills! Let me know what you think~

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